A few days ago my son texted me he was on his way to the Galapagos. The Galapagos! How amazing is that? He sent me beautiful photos he’d taken of some cathedral he’d toured in some country on his way there. Then there were photos appearing on my phone of blue-footed boobies and a ginormous tortoise, among other fantastic creatures.
What a funny life we lead. Each day giving us joys and challenges we may or may not be prepared for yet there we go.
One day you have in your hands the miracle of a healthy baby newborn boy, and another (twelve years later) find out he’s being moved thousands of miles away to the middle of nowhere and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it. Somewhere in between those days are countless snuggles and tantrums and questions. Laughing and wrestling and playing cards. Singing and swimming and running. Doing homework, or not.. Raising chickens and building treehouses and ziplines and friendships.
So if you kind of know me and see all these paintings of children running around with dogs and chickens, but don’t see too many of those kids in my day-to-day, that’s a thumbnail sketch of as much as I’d like to share about that at the moment.
What does that have to do with my art?
When I teach painting workshops, my students will tell you I’m a little obsessed with negative space.
In the stories we paint, or write, or compose, or just live out in our lives, whatever the obvious storyline, it’s often the negative spaces that gives the narrative its power. The shapes created by the spaces between. Look through the crooked elbow of an arm rested on a hip and see that shape. The spaces where light peeks between branches, creating fanciful shapes in blue/purple/bright orange sky like so many polygonal jewels.
These “negative shapes” bring energy to a narrative; the negative spaces give our mind breathing room as it takes in a painting, a story, a situation in life.
In this painting of a leggy teenage child delighting in the space between dock and water, we don’t need all the details we might get in a photo. We don’t need to see the exact position of each freckle or wave. We can rest in the story of this moment by taking in the shapes and spaces between them.
We did have a glorious week this summer, mostly spent on a body of water where that baby boy, now 16, and his dear friend (a treehouse-building, chicken-raising friends from their childhood) reveled in swimming and boat-rides and sitting with one another in the energy of the in-between spaces.
I may or may not hear the details of that Galapagos trip, but he’s shared enough with me that I know. It is his life, not mine, and that’s a lesson most parents don’t have to learn until the bairns have grown. I got the gift of learning it early. He always knows I’m here. And something about those spaces between, shaping the puzzle pieces of our lives, help give energy to the narrative of this journey we share.
As you go through your week, breathe in a pause between tasks, look between the tree branches for the shapes of sky and diffused leaves, rest in the spaces between you and the ones you love.